Thursday, October 8, 2009

08/10/2009 Stay or Quit?

Emo,lotsa things happened..thinking bout the decision for continue or quit,since i'm just nth for them,i can b crazy of doing the same thing everyday..cant just giv me a lil while break?i just said:"very sien la play wit them...keep gimme play cm lion.." i get scolded and say that i publish out..ok,in competition yea its fine if i keep playing those..but when training also the same..i really can hav nightmare bcoz of that...i wondering wat for i train those hero for?they ask me to pick few heros so i can train,and now wat i got is cm/lion..i train for nth..1st time in my life that i will jealous others ppl can play others hero,sounds funny rite..jealous bcoz of a game lol...coz starting they told me,me and "some1" hero can change player to play when game,then i was like:"oh! okie thats gonna be fun!"..but when i feel like playing it,my ldr will say,let him play better,den i hav to play cm/lion again..and at the same time,my family or my gf will keep on scolding me for wasting time on games...i just trying to do my best on something which i got confidence wit it..is it wrong for thinking that way?..i keep quiet in games rite now,and i chat wit ppl without vulgars,just telling them that i feel bored for keep doing the same thing,its a bad thing too?..i got no idea bout wats wrong for saying that...i din mean anything,just to say that i'm bored...haih...should i just keep quiet all the way?not to chat wit any1?since things that i said might bcome some offended matter..i know i will get scolded by posting this too..but i duno who else i can share wit..so just write down in my blog to let u all noe how i feel..
08/10/2009 2.00am =(