Sunday, October 4, 2009

04/10/2009 Is It The End?

I tried to maintain our relationship,but is it the end now?If its,might b a good things to u,i'm useless and yea i'm wasting yr time for putting hope on me,i'm not perfect,and din u ever thought that u are trying to own me?i'm myself,i got anger,i got feelings,i go find my friends and wat i get from u is,"got time accompany yr friends but no time accompany me la?"when i say i wanna go out watch movie wit friends,u scold me,and thats the only and the last time i ever think bout go watch movie wit just my friends...everytime we quarrel,i'm the 1 who keep quiet,let u scold unless i really beh tahan den mayb i will scold back,but i never whack u,ok fine..u wanna whack me,i let u whack,coz i noe i did something that hurt u accidently,i never mean it..i do care bout u,but sometimes,u said u got prob..but i cant help it,u think i feeling good for that?standing/sitting bside u and cant help u at all..think carefully,is it totally my bad?if it is,den ok fine,my bad...everytime u cried,my heart broke down into pieces.
When i din ans yr call,i get scolded also..u knew i put my phone on silence mode all the time,but u still scold me,and when i on general mode,u scold me and say my phone disturbing u to sleep,how bout u?when u MIA,did i scold u?when u never ans call,did i scold u?i just ask u why never ans call rite?but when i din ans,and no matter wat reason,i get scolded..as i told u b4 we get together,i just wan a stable relationship,but not totally owned by u..u care bout me,i noe bout it,and don't u rmb?u also said u dun like the feeling being owned,i think,no people likes the feeling anyway,control is still ok,but not O.W.N.
3.32Am 04/10/2009 =(